The relief of her retrieving pain and anger...
The reason to my existence is much clearer now,
Throwing sadness into her life gives me happiness and pleasure,
Everyone believes her story,
My side is cremating into dust,
My acceptance of it all is at it's peak.



Now the constant feeling of throbbing sensations launch themselves into my heart
... like a million punches.
Every punch digs a little further,
Deeper,deeper,
The full, flowing feeling of guilt floods in and drowns me,
Blood.
Why did i do it?
I am not the same, I am not the same.