She was 13 years old, when her life changed Still unknown if it was for better or for worse All she knew was that it hurt It made her feel as low as dirt Everything began to fall apart It all started that night, so afraid, so scared She didn't want to feel the pain anymore Frozen she couldn't help she couldn't protect anyone The sreams repeat over and over She cant forget, it hurts to much The memories filled with so much pain and misery That night her world came crashing down Father had a little too much to drink. And mom didn't want her to feel the pain she felt. But she still felt the pain… She will always feel the pain For a year that night kept repeating itself Then he was gone and mom looked for love in other men And she tried to act strong broken hearts and scars in places only she could see Cause she just wanted, she just wanted to feel something “When will everything be okay again” The question that is asked over and over again every day