In my jealous mind it was bound to happen
but with who?
you’ve could of chosen the one of the lustful types you oh so hate.
rather you choosed one i respect so much.

i ran home for the first time since high school
and returned to my bed and did nothing
the same nothing i did all day
i lay thinking
the same thinking i did all day
of you
now its no different if not worst

im so ******* dumb
Should of listened to Hunter
Geez how many times have i said that out loud?

i’m at fault for caring
i’m at fault for thinking you did to

back to the blue sun, back to being alone, back to feeling sad.