I keep lying
Yet you keep
forgiving me,

I keep breaking
your heart but
you still love
me unconditionally

I keep crying
and saying
that I'm sorry
but am I really

I keep receiving
chances and
running with
them

not thinking of
the ongoing
damage I do
to myself
more than I
do to you

you guys
never
deserved
this

On my way
to find out
who I am I
destroy
everything in
my path

not looking
back on the
bridges I've
burnt,

In fear of
what I've
become and
the treacherous
things I have
done

I'm so sorry
I keep lying
maybe it's time
I finally go to
therapy so
you and I
can find the
real me