When I first met you, you weren't what I expected
You turned out to be a different and gave me affection
It's weird how I fell for you super fast
I can't believe I met someone like you at last
I don't know if this is fate or destiny
But all I know is that you are the one for me
One glance at you and my heart starts racing
Every part of my body feels numb and it's intoxicating
Being with you makes me feel like the happiest girl alive
But you don't know that since I hide it from you all the time
I don't know if what I feel for you is just a phase
It's scary for me to go back to such a vulnerable place
Because after all you aren't even mine
If I see you with another girl, I know I'll die inside
Die of jealousy because I only want you for myself
I don't want you running off with anybody else
It might sound selfish and even a tad ******
But that's how I feel and I'm sorry but I can't help it
I tried to be in denial of you for quite some time
Being in love is something I'm afraid to do
My palms start sweating and my knees feel like jelly
It's nerve racking and I don't know if I'm ready
You don't even know the half of it
I stress almost everyday about this
Wondering what to say and whether it's good enough
I try to make you laugh cause its what all guys lust
Whenever you laugh at my jokes it makes me blush
I bet any girl can relate cause it's such a rush