I am breaking inside As long as they are happy right? Getting all the good grades, ivy league universities I don't have a life my own They will always remain on the throne Nothing ever satisfies them Nothing is ever good enough for them I am never good enough for them Dancing to the beat for their drum They say they are not controlling and selfish I beg to differ They blame me for my rebellion Calling me a hellion Just because I want to live a life by my own choices They raise their voices Leaving me voiceless I am helpless I am reckless I am friendless I am breathless I am defenseless Comparing me to other kids I am sorry, I can not be perfect so stop your subtle digs There is too much pressure Keep on fighting for the treasure I need a refresher It will get better What a joke, call me a jesturer I look around, all I see are my assessors I need an adventure Have to make an endeavor Escape from all the cold weather Little do I know I am trapped forever