Replaced
In all the roles I used to fill
And hearts I used to occupy
In all the minds of those
who mine is always thinking of

Sincerely
Horrible
Fat
Ugly
Stupid
Deceived

Fat
Morbidly obese
in ways most people
can't contemplate even
if they tried

Tired
To the point where
my muscles ache
and everything is a chore
Including breathing

Lost
Like a pin
dropped in the sea
Just
so gone
that no one will ever
even try to find me

Alone
Because my best friend
has a new one
And my boy
well
he's just fine

Stupid
For ever thinking
that I was worth
more than I am
That I was worth
anything at all

Freedom
To destroy myself
in ways
I couldn't
I wouldn't
Before