I wrote you love letters out of the syrupy innocence of my childish heart, Mawkish hopes for a future of sweaty handholding and feather-lipped kisses. More mother than lover, I lived to shield you from the bigger laughing kids, Because I thought that love was one short ride on the pegs of your homemade bike, And one dance under purple glowsticks hanging from the cheap drop ceiling, And, in the stairwell that smelled like paint and old socks, I told you so. Turned out I wasted my one second wish on the bunny in the moon: You woke me up with the hollow chill of sudden mere acquaintanceship, And now you're chasing some blond girl while I'm standing in a corner, busy growing up.