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Not my cup of T

You got me drunk You got me stoned Invaded my weakest moments So desperate to please To feel something I had my doubts I told you what I liked Hoping you liked the same We tested the waters Pushed the boundaries Learning together I had my doubts You punished me Took my breath momentarily Hurt me, made me want more I came to you for all of this You made sure But I had my doubts I got me drunk I got me stoned Feeling everything but nothing I had my doubts From the haze I awoke Standing on the filthy kitchen floor No longer in doubt I didn't want to hurt Didn't want to get drunk Didn't want to get stoned Just to feel something I had to let you go To get on with your life Of getting drunk Of getting stoned I like to think you've changed But I have my doubts
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Written by
red-d
47 / F / UK
Published
Sep 7, 2018
Lines·Words
41·155
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One of the hardest points in my life recently, at my most vulnerable. Luckily I woke up

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#vunerable#doubts#breakup#realisation#stoned
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