i don't know how much more i can take before i finally crumble and break tired of feeling worthless, i dont matter i can feel each crack, my heart's gonna shatter because this wasn't the life i planned sitting here just trying to understand when i became so useless, wanna give up tired of drinking from a broken cup and thinking things are gonna get better somehow but it didn't then and it's not happening now i'm tired of feeling unpretty, unwanted looking in the mirror, eyes so haunted by the person i used to be and i just wish i could see how i ever thought i deserved anything because i guess i really don't