Never the woman, always the other woman. She-poets have sung of it since they first gave words to the wet knot of their hearts.
The consolation prize, the late-comer who must be the one to wash his ***** hands. Not a goddess but the amazon who presses on his body’s weakest points. The villainess.
The other woman has no power. He doesn’t need to know her name, her fears, which books made her cry as a girl. He already has his golden idol, but he wants a clay vessel on the side.
He doles her out careful smiles under pinkblue bar-lights or in smoky kitchens. He tells her yes you’re beautiful but I’ve got a better one at home still can I see the shape you make in my bed?
And she is hopeful and lost but finds his arm and lets herself be led. Never the woman, but a girl who plays games in the mud, dirties her dress, blacks out her face, her soiled lips.
And women speak of the other woman like she is a crow above their doors. Watching them make their love through greedy eyes while nursing her barbed and tangled heart.