what are my dreams? what are my passions? how do i achieve those? can i do that and be somewhere with the one i love at the same time? what am i ready for? what am i not ready for? what excites me? what scares me? how will my life turn out? can i try to better myself and be successful at it? can i change, or am i stuck this way? what if i fail? why does my mind like to play tricks on me or mess with my heart? what is good and what is best? what is wrong with me? why do i doubt when i can see what is good? what makes me feel free? what makes me feel safe? am i afraid to be uncomfortable? am i afraid to take a risk? am i afraid to love and be loved fully? is there more to life than this? why do i get confused? why can't i be really good at something? why can't i just let things be? when will i learn that i can't fix things in an instant? why don't i know what i want to do with my life? how am i limited? how am i not? what do i want from life? what do i not want? how do i live for the Lord and not for myself? how do i stop being selfish? how do i make a difference? how will i know that this is it? when will i realize that there is no such thing as perfection on earth? when will i learn to be happy and content with what i have? will i always be crazy? how do i stop my whims of emotion from getting the best of me? how do i figure it out? when will i figure it out?