The thoughts belligerently and deliberately, circle. They are laughing and they are trapping and hoist themselves to the top of a reckoning and a ******* lack of closure. They are breaking. Each one tantamount to frivolously granting wishes to urges, panting. But, theyβre in too deep. I feel needles in my arms and stitches in my neck. A betrayal of denial. Screams and teams, trading places with endless races. They came to spare with care, wired, how am I still not tired? The thoughts belligerently and deliberately, circle. But, where are they now?