snappy synapses predict the end of the world and i am growing tired of growing older while the year without a summer continues plummeting toward my house in time and we bide our time on our backs smearing the yellow pixie dust of sunflowers on our eyes because at least the yellow makes us smile asking can the moon tire of orbiting the earth and break away like a rubber band on its last snap triumphantly spitting into the windless night until our lips are dry as oxygen-starved mountain air but I know better now than to judge a night by its morning because the truest words have always been written on the bitter parchment skin of almonds masking the cherry-sweetness of the flesh and the artist may be starving but she is never starved if she can learn to feed on pits and branches for the flesh of the fruit is never quite as sweet and in a dewy stupor we raise our faces to a dawn that shatters the illusion that we are encased in a racing darkness that slides under our feet with the slippery stealth of the thin layer of water evaporating off the top of the ocean to join the ranks of droplets that gather in the sky hanging enviously above the surface of the earth but always in danger of slipping back down and splashing into the great blue depths again