Something's not right here
If only I had someone to hold onto
I need to cry
That's really what I need
I need to admit to myself
That everything that has happened
In the past
Is real
I tell myself that it never happened
Thinking that I could just forget it
And move on
But that's my biggest mistake
It's all happened
And I need to face it now
I can't keep hiding
I wish I new how to face it
I wish I knew how to admit it
I don't know the first thing about getting over things
I hold onto everything
I need to hold onto someone
And just cry
I need someone to hold me while I cry
I cry alone and it's not real enough
If someone sees me crying
Holding my shuddering body
It would be real
I need a witness
But I don't let anyone see me cry
I have to appear tough
Strong
But if only people knew how weak I really am
They wouldn't know what to do
I need someone to make things right
But who?