We wake hoping for something new,
Waiting for what this day will construe.
Looking forward to better things,
As each second pulls at heartstrings.
Anticipation grips my inner soul,
I’m slowly losing control.
Spiraling down into black,
Struggling to keep it on track.
Not knowing what comes next,
Leaving me paralyzed and perplexed.
Déjà vu, my mind screams,
As she shatters all of my dreams.
This day started well, that’s for sure,
But now everything seems obscure.
Thoughts of her run through my mind,
My life now lies there undefined.
A broken man, by himself, alone,
Sins left for him to atone.
Telling myself, why this time?
Days like this should be a crime.
Feeling horrible, trying to forget,
As thoughts fills my head with regret.
It happened again, I was blind to it,
My life in this world seems so unfit.
Losing my mind, in every way shape and form,
I’m tired of these days becoming the norm.
To think I gave it my best, but it didn’t work,
All I can do is walk with a smirk.
This day went sour real quick,
Thanks to me falling for another trick.
The life I live seems to be on constant replay,
It’s always the same ****, different day.