The walls are getting smaller and sometimes I forget that this is all in my head. The feeling of death will soon be back.... Soon...
Today am drunk... The bed feels like a river flowing... I am sailing away.  I hope I land on an island that truly has no dark corners or caves because I could use light right about now.
Love is a tricky thing isn't it.... As deep as it is.... No one really knows how to describe it... We all have our different versions of it. Maybe that's the beauty that each one us has the freedom to create their own versions of love.
I have left people behind.... People I have cared for once...people who have meant the world to me.... I want to say it wasn't hard... But if someone meant the world to you it means you are lost without them...
It's funny how these same people now exist in a totally different atmosphere away from you.

If God was Human......Wwooaaah!!!!

Life moves on everyone says that.  But I don't think they actually believe it until they have lived it.  Again life will give you a chance to experiment what you so easily think is easy.

Did I mention am drunk?  I lied... The island I spoke of however is real... In this island everything is out of place and it's upon me to put everything in order.  They way I picture orderly things look like.
Maybe someday you would visit but don't touch anything. I put a lot of effort in this.

Pretty little bird!!!

Wangui Kinyua
The Red_Head