Sometimes,I am afraid of the dark. Mostly because dark means night and night means nightmares and I cannot wake from you. Your violent stares ripping through my body, you have tunnel vision, visualising all the ways in which you wish to ruin me, but I am the one doing all the ruining, See sometimes I am afraid of the light. Mostly because light means day and day means longer hours that are dragged out of me because there is so much of you in me. I cannot escape from the cage you have locked me in, mostly because cage means world and world means big and big has never been anything I was apart of. So I learn magic tricks that the moon thought me in the day or is it at night, I don't know, mostly because I have been awake too long, and not alive long enough. I do not know how to live, when all I am is a body and body means jungle gym and that means that I am constantly being used as a gateway for someone else's fun. It is dark now. You know what that means? It means that another day has passed that I have spent, yet again, not living.