I have never learned how to play Texas Hold 'Em. I have never gotten a tattoo. I have never felt healthy but stayed in bed all day or watched the sun drown in the ocean. I have never been able to touch the delicate legs of a spider. I have never betrayed a friend or robbed a bank or stolen a life. I have never hung up the phone when I needed to and I have never felt comfortable in my own skin. But once I stood in the middle of a raging storm, rain drenching me and wind whipping my hair and clothes, and when a bolt of lightning struck not one hundred feet away I was indestructible.