The whir of a VCR, bzzzzzzzz the automatic release is broken. Pop it out, into the case, tucked away into a chest. Dark brown wood, dust.
Bear. Crumpled rug, goofy face, he's from outer space.
Jealousy, it doesn't belong, because there is no belonging (anymore), only longing.
A metaphor: A barren hill, is it greener on the other side? I climb it still, find a rock and want to hide. Inside it's dark, hollow, off the tree falls the bark, Yearn to follow.
It's over now, both that and the before, I need more, But I don't know how.