I want to say I love you so badly,
But how can I when you find love everywhere?
In this heart or that one,
In that name and the next,
What is love to you,
But an endless honeymoon?
I want to give you what you say you want so badly,
But I’m afraid of being hurt.
In just a day she said my name,
So gentle and much too sweet.
In a week she said it with a gleam,
In two her friends heard wedding bells,
And my god I should have listened.
But I never said a word,
I was too afraid.
You asked me in a month or so,
What it would take for me to like you,
And I wanted so badly to say that I love you.
But how could I,
When you see love everywhere?
It’s been four years and I’m sorry,
But love just isn’t fair,
I’m stuck here lost in thought,
About how I never said I love you.