You kissed me
And I threw up

I blamed the flu
And you believed me

But really, I just
Hated your ******* guts

And your lungs
And your shrunken eyes

And your skin
And your addiction



Get the **** away from me
Because I love you

And it hurts
And it destroys

And it…



There are no words for the ache
I hope you someday feel

Get out of my chest
Out of my dreams

You are nothing more
Than a sickening disease



You kissed me
And I ******* threw up

You think that would have
Given you a clue

But you're much too numb
To think at all

I love you so much
That I wish I didn't give a ****

To love a ******
Is to love a premature ghost

If I had a heart left
It would be in your throat



You kissed me
And I wished you dead

But still you breathe
And still I weep