I'll never be the same
Everything is changing
You're losing your friends
From choices You made
It's Not their fault you overdosed on *******.

7 days in a coma
Waking up to cops all over me
Family didn't know the depths
The love of my life felt like she didn't even know me

The day I woke from my mistake
They burried my best friend
That was also my mistake
I didn't know that what we would share would almost **** me and put a father of 4 to an early grave

the hardest time of my life
I'm doing better now
If better is not sleeping, anxiety crawling up your back, panic attacks, can't stand to be around people, honestly didn't even want to write this little bit, But if I'm not the friend to me then who's to guide me through it?

Just for today and every other
I'll remain better than I was
I'll handle the hurdles
Ill manage the mindset
I'll budget time for friends
I'll love like they lacked for me