Aug 2018
Looking back I gave you everything I had / now I'm sitting here like why even be mad / if you didn't see the value of what was us / then that leaves me with that / no need to answer any questions just ride on forward no looking back /
I wish you understood this side of me / the one that Express himself so vividly / you were the one I thought believed in me / Loved me and would always grow old and chill with me / Loving you was like a ******* cancer / but yet I always wanted us to have our tiny dancer / so she could have that sparkle from your eyes / and her big brother by her side / but that was just a dream that I woke up from and had to let go / over some **** in your life you couldn't move from / over the people that you say love you and care but I'm the ******* that was always there! Now listen / I never once told you to leave em all a lone / family is family they **** you off and you grown made a decision to stay on your own / same goes for your friends who say they want the best for you but then again a ***** whooped ***** trying to tell you that he would put you over his Baby Momma / now that's pitiful / you got mad when they only called you for favors / so you detached yourself so how the **** was that my fault when it's what you do so well / maybe they should hear this so they can hear the truth with a different flavor / instead of pointing fingers at the one who could spit real show and tell.
Looking back I gave you everything I had / now I'm sitting here like why even be mad / if you didn't see the value of what was us / then that leaves me with that / no need to answer any questions just ride on forward no looking back /
After 2 chances you just grew shady without the eminems / a call a day or 2 became none / a text from you became a biweekly thing / so how the **** do you expect for me to act than to ask what's going on and what you think? / loyal like a man I am I stood by you / and never said No / stayed true to you / but you didn't give a **** bout me / you just went and forgot bout me / 1 minute you want our family back / I wish I could hear those words again but they're indented in my brain so what's the point of that? Love I asked what you needed from me and would always wanna hold you longer cause i felt you slowly slipping from me / so every day I'm drowning waiting for you / naw you didn't tell me too / but that's what a man do / someone who gives a **** and cares bout you / someone who'd give you the last penny he had just so you'd be good / now that was all my fault / I should've known you didn't give 2 ***** bout that / cause when I asked you to decide you just let me go that fast without looking back.
Looking back I gave you everything I had / now I'm sitting here like why even be mad / if you didn't see the value of what was us / then that leaves me with that / no need to answer any questions just ride on forward no looking back /
I wish you understood this side of me / the one that Express himself so vividly / you were the one I thought believed in me / Loved me and would always grow old and chill with me / Loving you was like a ******* cancer / but yet I always wanted us to have our tiny dancer / so she could have that sparkle from your eyes / and her big brother by her side / but that was just a dream that I woke up from and had to let go / over some **** in your life you couldn't move from / over the people that you say love you and care but I'm the ******* that was always there! Now listen / I never once told you to leave em all a lone / family is family they **** you off and you grown made a decision to stay on your own / same goes for your friends who say they want the best for you but then again a ***** whooped ***** trying to tell you that he would put you over his Baby Momma / now that's pitiful / you got mad when they only called you for favors / so you detached yourself so how the **** was that my fault when it's what you do so well / maybe they should hear this so they can hear the truth with a different flavor / instead of pointing fingers at the one who could spit real show and tell.
Looking back I gave you everything I had / now I'm sitting here like why even be mad / if you didn't see the value of what was us / then that leaves me with that / no need to answer any questions just ride on forward no looking back /
After 2 chances you just grew shady without the eminems / a call a day or 2 became none / a text from you became a biweekly thing / so how the **** do you expect for me to act than to ask what's going on and what you think? / loyal like a man I am I stood by you / and never said No / stayed true to you / but you didn't give a **** bout me / you just went and forgot bout me / 1 minute you want our family back / I wish I could hear those words again but they're indented in my brain so what's the point of that? Love I asked what you needed from me and would always wanna hold you longer cause i felt you slowly slipping from me / so every day I'm drowning waiting for you / naw you didn't tell me too / but that's what a man do / someone who gives a **** and cares bout you / someone who'd give you the last penny he had just so you'd be good / now that was all my fault / I should've known you didn't give 2 ***** bout that / cause when I asked you to decide you just let me go that fast without looking back.
Looking back I gave you everything I had / now I'm sitting here like why even be mad / if you didn't see the value of what was us / then that leaves me with that / no need to answer any questions just ride on forward no looking back /
