The gibbous moon hangs over the Earth, death descending upon a dying reality. A shovelful of ashes, this dance of futility, nothing left behind but fallen soot.
Dearest brother, we are at the last point, it seems, and who would have expected such a ridiculous finale, this eschatological confrontation with the black summit of existence?
O impotent little man, in your melancholy selfishness, how you distress me with this great, surging silence, the oppressiveness of solitude.
Despair is disease, but I can no longer mourn you. Your remorse is indulgent, self-forgiving, superstitious.
The pain of relentless doom in no way ennobles you; your retreat into suffering but a complicity in guilt.
Stretch forth your wretched head to say the words you cannot say; a contortion in the throat, a choking on each syllable.
Do not be deceived.
Beyond all else there is nothing more human, than these last, few moments of the searing white heat of the God we cannot prove, of the broken mirror image of your imminent demise.
Passing beyond all morality oozes the wound of your existence: to decry the winnowing of meaning, the destruction of freedom, the end of everything.