Static crackling ecstatically; manic pop Transistor hissing and spitting; sideboard atop First when there’s nothing… But a slow glowing dream…
Pirouette such as whirling dervish makes Adolescent prancer twirls; leg warmer fakes All alone I have cried… Silent tears full of pride…
Breathless incantation; future forged in dance Performance fascination; leap upon the chance What a feeling... Bein’s believing…
Neon flashes bedeck wrists and bonce Peers laughter flash like fire; a ponce Take your passion… And make it happen…
The music shields, deflects. Antacid; taunts abate Rhyhmic dreamer energized; blind to all the hate Pictures come alive… You can dance right through your life…
As Bergen-Belsen ghost yet still aware Lost dreamer segues silently on fetid air Bruised and battered, I couldn’t tell what I felt… I am unrecognizable to myself…
Shuffling as garish Geisha; white but not with paint Breathless as fifties bombshell; heaving sick and feint At night I could hear the blood in my veins… It was black and whispering as the rain…
With steel partner; straight firm and slim of hip Rigid in rigor’d waltz; moving labouredly with drip I walked the avenue, ‘til my legs felt like stone… I heard the voices of friends, vanished and gone…
Faithless rusting engine combusts toxic blood Failing sack of sinew lies where dancer stood Night has fallen, I’m lyin’ awake… I can feel myself fading away…
Monotone white noise; assuring beep Dancer dreams in endless sleep There was a time when men were kind… There was a time when love was blind…
1. Flashdance… what a Feeling (1983 – Giorgio Moroder, Keith Forsey & Irene Cara) 2. The Streets of Philadelphia (1993 – Bruce Springsteen) 3. I Dreamed a Dream (Les Miserables – Claude Michel Schonberg, Herbert Kretzmer & Alain Boubil)
The difference 40 years can make in a gay dancers life....from dream to nightmare in the ***/AIDS crisis, inspired by the music and news of the 80's and 90's