All I see is black.
I’m falling agonising slow.
Loud opera is playing around me.
A tall and slender man catches me.
The music softens.
I still can’t see a thing.
Then, my head starts spinning,
heart is racing,
the music gets more and more intense.
Fire bursts everywhere.
Everything is bright.
I’m dropped and continue falling down into an ocean.
I’m alone and in the dark once again.
I’m taken over by this empty and hollow feeling.
It’s cold,
But for now,
I see a truely beautiful horror.
The lights tangle on the dead trees,
A table and two chairs placed in the middle of the patch of dead grass,
My ex is standing in front of the table.
It all looks perfect in this horrifying place, but it all fades away and I’m only left with the monster in my head.