"Defeated. Head held high yet deep inside depleted. Energy lost followed by mind I see it. The slow decline heart slows and I've retreated. This life has come to a standstill standoff between thoughts and lies and truths and I get heated. Hope becomes an open sore just heal it. Talk at me til’ I get bored and start Stealing Your thoughts and lies and truths make them mine until I believe it. Feed me, fuel me, fix me, just until I can Defeat it." -k b~