You trick yourself to believe that you actually know Who's crawling under my skin, don't you Yet, there's an issue - you're not even aware of who you are yourself So what makes you think you know somebody who locked and hid themselves
I would appreciate it if you'd stop speaking my mind Because if you'd actually travel to my spoiled skull And shared a train with my friendly phantoms You'd say different words, perhaps not so harsh or maybe even worse
But still you'd have no right to even think you know What's going on inside my head, what monsters eat me alive And it's scary because sometimes I'm not sure myself And though I want to show, I won't offer them a trip in places they weren't ever before
There's no way anyone could see more than I'll let them Showing off the best coupes only that you can share with angels And not with past, present and future demons Who would gladly slit your throat just for playful pleasure
No-one really cares about the wagons at the very back Because there are secrets so vicious they don't want to know For their fear not saying a word to the newcomer So the moment you move your glance, oh hell
Maybe others don't see what you see or maybe they don't want to They still live in illusion I made up to feed their not so right curiosity But you, I'll offer you a seat next to my fear and anxiety I'll let you seek through the train finding things you never wanted to reach
Shadows of the darkest parts of my mind, check Wrecked goals and dreams, you can see them on your left Relatives going by their hateful tongue and Other visitors in my mind that used to have face
People outside the station try to answer for me Guessing, without knowing the truth, just mindlessly saying words They would want to hear from me but only If they'd know I'd gladly throw them under the train
Watch their body being slashed and scattered Like butterflies' wings with any harsh touch Can't hear their begging and whimpering within the screams of my brain And the words I am finally free to say out loud