I pine The ache in the center of me throbs It holds a power, a power that I gladly surrender to My chest constricts My breath grows dense Through the tips of my fingers and toes Electricity radiates Numb The nerves of my scalp beg They beg Pull my hair I crave Mouth watering Head aching limbs writhing It's all for not He wants me not Lust.. Lust Not just a word How I long for the ******* the frantic rhythm the Hands the Mouths the Friction It's all for not He wants me not