Since the day I told you how I felt about you
How I have cursed myself,  wishing I hadn't done it..
And as the days pass by
Rarely do I get the courage to even talk to you anymore..
My heart trembles each time I look at your beautiful face
In the class whenever you sleep...
Lost in thoughts oh I am,dreaming about spending time with you.
And I know I am walking down a road of thorns,
for a flower that would never bloom.

Never expected this to happen,
Never in my wildest dreams that I would fall,
To a girl who isn't my Juliet .
It must have been the way you talk
or your sweet attitude,but whatever it was,
I know  this strange feeling grows stronger everyday.
And I know you don't want to hear this
But I love you  and all I want is,
to be with you in bliss.


Yet again  I am numb,
to think i had a chance with you,
oh I must be so dumb
I know I have to forget and let go,
But I would really like a chance,
So tell me what I should do, to hold your hands?

But the last time you said something
My mouth went dry
And my voice disappeared
So let me say this for once, I Love you,
But I love you more, so Goodbye.....

//starfishdiaries #1