I feel as if I don't know where I am and the most scary part is I think I lost who I am
instead I have to ask the people around me what I admire and what I despise
I've tried to make myself into an anecdote the world needs more of and I've become the girl who is more focused on helping her friends and strangers than helping herself
and when it really matters and when I'm hurting and when I'm crying and when I'm down