Running out of time,
losing my mind,
it is impossible to find
no matter how hard I try;
I don't know what to do,
I don't have a clue
so everything else I lose;
as if never in existance,
I try to keep my distance
stay safe but it's always too late;
always making mistakes,
confidence constantly shaken
my soul now fading
for lack of trying;
giving up,
running out of luck
as if it was ever good
forever misunderstood
by everyone else
hiding emotions on a shelf
always managing to sabotage myself.