I found myself today,
On a crowded sidewalk,
In the middle of downtown.
Right after my best friend of 8 years,
Decided I was no longer a worthy,
Part of his life.
I found myself,
Crying on a crowded sidewalk,
In the middle of downtown.
I left my grief there.
The grief I felt for a friendship I adored,
That didn’t matter to him anymore.
There goes another piece of my heart,
There goes another part of my soul.
It wasn’t because I loved you that way,
It was because I thought we loved,
Each other in a way that made us feel,
United in the matter and of the truth,
Of what real friendship was.
My heart is broken ,
And bleeding red pieces of glass,
That make a trail behind me,
As I make yet again, another new start.
The reality of this is,
I’ve been bleeding this glass for awhile,
But this is inevitable part of letting go.
I know I won’t be leaving behind this
Broken glass forever.
I will find a way heal from this loss,
And learn to stitch the part of me,
That felt the need to bleed.
But I feel so sad,
That you felt you needed,
To leave me behind,
When I really thought,
I had finally found a friend
For life.