Two bottles down
But I can still smell my fear
Open another one, for myself to drown
But my sinking ship is vivid and clear
Grind something familiar
that I haven't tasted for years
Fire up my useless lighter that I've been keeping near
I just want to be lost in a different way
Stop being in reality for a second
Let my mind wander and stray
Taste the colors and let it linger down my throat
Swim away from my self despair and loathe

I know this wouldn't last
I hope this would last