day in day out they stare at me unyielding unblinking dress me up in different colors and change when they get bored or leave me in the dark I see them laugh at me cry scream cheer or just sit with lifeless eyes like I'm retinal morphine sometimes sleeping in front of me giving up on my looks or more unnerving things fantasizing over what they see in me they pretend I don't see them back they just stare more deeply taking their time or in a rush open my eyes then close them then out the door why don't they know I think and judge them or do they care to them I'm just a television