You distract my soul, while
playing with my inner emotions.
You torture my mind with every
memory. Chaos turns me inside
out with every pulse of my heart.
I enjoy the sickness you feed me.
I look forward to the pain you
inflict on my life, even as you
dissipate into nothing, hiding
behind your fears and mistakes.
I cannot deny that you are the one.
I love you, though the pain should be
enough to drive me away. I grasp
the agony in my palms, and breathe
the venom that is your poison.
I am desperate to have you
hold me in your arms. I want you
to want me, but you don't and never will.