Gently part my almost see-through skin with a scalpel As I watch your trembling hands cut deeper into my torso Take my bones and open my delicate rib cage without breaking Where my trapped heart is welcoming worms, beating weakly
And I'll caress your cheeks twitched in disgust by what you see Rotting mess inside my body, just pull it out and wrap it in a cloth, put it in a jar Stuff my chest with your pieces, wishes and expectations Only to be disappointed in me and my love again
For I gently tug at your sleeve and ask in a small voice If you could make me dead and numb for a while, so I could rest Because I wasn't born for warm and tickly feelings inside my tummy and chest For loving in the way romantic books portrait and movies make standard
And I try to laugh it off whenever I don't feel so well from what you've put into me So you won't scar my ******* but you find out and do the procedure anyway But I never say anything, though it makes me sad you hate your art I guess it can't be helped if the person you love is dead no matter how hard you tried
Can you hear my bones softly crying in summer breeze as they're healing And can you feel my fear whenever your fingers trace my neck Still continue to pick perfect heart in exchange for mine That you buried to hide and I dug up without you knowing
βFixing meβ is your explanation, no hint of sorry in your eyes to be seen But I was never broken in the first place, so what's there to fix in me? You took me apart, stuffed like a teddy bear and sewn together so I could be torn apart again Though you're always failing, you keep trying to find a way to make it work
Everytime I see red streams flowing from my wounds you assure it's alright And that you'll try your best tomorrow to find my love in the Valley of the Dead for I lost it there But why would you do it if you love me the way you say you do Why would you put me through the things you put me through
I'm the one to believe my crows when they say that they saw You tried to **** my heart so there's no going back, happened many times before But you can't **** anything that's already dead So keep your so-called necromancy tricks to yourself
If your love really was like necromancy, I wouldn't need a different heart to know The pureness of another human's feelings they adore me with That cause my chest to blossom and throat to sing freely If your love really was like necromancy, I wouldn't feel so cold and barren in my own skin