So much anger, so much pain
Feeling the hurt over and over again
So many years running away
Knowing it will catch up someday

Holding tears, waiting for the first note
Bracing for the lyrics he wrote
The first note rings in my ear
And I'm faced with pain and so much fear

A river suddenly flows from my eyes
Hearing only that song and my cries
My breathing is suddenly so fast
Wishing the pain and anger won't last

I feel anger and pain in my chest
I feel it pushing and trying to force out the rest
The pain and anger built up inside
Makes me want to run, want to hide

So much anger for hurting me
So much hatred for using me
So much pain for losing me
So much sorrow for how it had to be

You took so much innocence away
You taught me silence every day
You gave me fear and self hate
Made me weak and sealed my fate

I'm facing my feelings and letting you go
No more hiding, putting on a show
You tried to break me in every way
But i am finally me and I am here to stay

I'm stronger than you will ever be
From your hold, i can now be free
The anger, the hatred the pain wont stay long
It will fade, like the power of a song

And when I'm ready and and to me I'm true
I will...someday forgive you too