What if I'm not really okay? What if my brain is just telling me that to be nice? There is a smile on my face usually. Maybe not as much as I'd like, but mostly.
I walk off in search for what? Happiness? Serenity? Maybe. Maybe I'm looking for something much more.
What if I find something I never expected to find? I don't know what I'd do. What could I do? Take action?
What could I do with what? I don't know what I'd find. I know what I want to find. I know what would make me better.