Breath in breath out. Sad that I have to remind myself. Only when I'm looking at you. You turn your head and I look away, instantly regretting words that I cannot say. The thoughts when I wake up,and lay down my tired head, are always the same ones- thoughts of words I never said. Being with you'd be driving a sin parade. Being without you gets more painful every single day. Living like this is killing me so quickly, often I wonder, when will I ever sleep? Why does my happiness seem so out of reach? When I'm not around you, my tears fall endlessly. Thoughts of you knowing frighten me in my dreams. I know all about you, oh and it kills me...
My best friend Randi actually wrote this but I can relate, she's sooo good (: