It was a front cover picture of Oliver Stone on some New York magazine New York has a different magazine for every hour of the day He was standing there, legs apart, looking a bit heavy, In front of a cement wall or something dreary (who has time for aesthetics when art is being made) And he looked off to one side at something much more important than the camera He wore a black wool New York coat I thought, if I could be like that, I would be in Nirvana He was so important, he didn't have to look at the camera and charm all he had to do was say his great words and the room would fall silent listening to his wisdom The power of being so powerful I was twenty three and at that age, a lot of superficial things can be taken for real I put on my recently purchased black wool coat and looked off to one side, my eyes averted back to my bathroom mirror. If it were today, I would 've taken a picture of myself with a cell phone