wonder who is looking
at me
at my despair
at my problems
have the creator sent some one for me
only who looks at me
i wonder how should i call him
wonder how should i see him
is s/he my soulmate
is s/he even anyone i know
i wonder
how is s/he
it may be even an animal
or it may be unknown
yea it may be unknown
but even though
i wonder
who makes me strive for my future
who makes me live my life
who is ******* my
life day by day to get me
old
i wonder where i will be after
my death
i wonder wonder wonder
i see
wondering is not my job
my job is to act in the play
created by creator to
see what the story unfolds
i need to strive for
the next
just like a manga
i hope someday
i realize wondering
about something is waste
where you need to act
i believe
someone may stumble upon me
and ask for some guidance
and someday i will tell my
friends family and other members
wondering is not our part