On the cluttered table were a 7Up can and- The bowl he'd eaten banana chips from He'd drawn on the lingerie-ad-girl in the mag a bush And there was on his shorts a big, protein stain In his diary were kept two photographs: One, of his love and the other, with his parents (Taken when lions were still used in circus) The last entry read how painful it was- To find there was little of himself in his life; He'd invented, out of his desire to beat- The flow of life, a moment to act