Sometimes it is too easy to see
no further than my own doubts and questions
What they have spent whole lifetimes working to achieve
appears in front of me as knowledge and finesse
and the process, the hard and twisting growth of it all,
that  had to break through rocks and fear
to get to where it now seems to be,
is lost in envy and insecurity,
is another reason to be less than anyone else,
less than possibility.