Never knowing exactly what to suspect, I creep into your new found light, your new found ray of warmth and cautiously, I lift my face towards it.
Basking in the ambiance, I ignore the piercing inner cries of self-defeat.
You have taken and abused so much from me.
No more.
This is mine and I plan on feeding every inch of my care, my value, my emotions into it.
The time has come to rise against and shun that which is not true.
*You never know until you find out.