Let me reframe this for you and show you the positive side After I sit and listen to accusations he believes are so true and he has the power and he can take this job from me as he likes and my saying what I think will likely have no impact But it is the most important thing in the world It's more important than having the job or not To live and be here, in yourself and what you know to be true in spite of attacks from authority, to live in that moment and know: this is not true, I don't agree with you Is everything