what are these words

but the right to write to
be joyous

to be expedient

to crook our arms
beneath the weight of others

to rest where rest is intimate
(like the rest of us of Love of Spring
of fully knowing)

what it means to be joyous is to know
it is as time is to season yearly

it is to know her almost there
if she, fully knowing,
were almost here

it is to be dear
and daring to endure

it is about
mostly and entirely
to forget Almost and
remember Now

it is to not write and not make sound

it is just a parenthesis of How