I went to the river
Sank myself in
Struggling there upstream
Is where I saw you swim
On the same journey
Different within
Arms against the current
Is this a fight we could win
Blue hypothermia
Brown swaying reeds
Fighting in this wilderness
The rocks that scrape our knees
Coming over now
But the water remains wild
Reaching out with nothing to hold
Drowning words I can’t make out
And on the shore I see
In shapes and silhouettes
Monolithic still and old
The ghosts that remain your family
I cannot breathe
When it comes in cold
Pouring ice down in my throat
And it is only then I know
That I won’t see you grow old
I’ll have to let you go
And your eyes they tell me so
Your eyes tell me:
Let go