2m In and out of love is it funny when situations between two people that YOU hold dear, holds nothing to the other heart. Seems like its all based on lies or misconception to get where in love ? Maybe for only a moment or maybe for a lifetime. Too sensitive to everyone feelings while they are insensitive to your own and i aint going to lie it hurts like ****. But must importantly ive finally realized that Your feelings your thought on things on how they were built totally different from the next but you also realize that you just put your heart 100% for something that is not refundable memories that you thought were made are unforgettable to you are not even worth holding on to as others. Its crazy he treats you as a friend in your eyes and you treat him as your king gave him your heart mind and soul and materialist that hold no value it seems. He sleep well at night while to pat those tears from your eyes and blow that horn of a nose, he loses no sleep but youve gone nights without. This aint no PTSD or anxiety. Just sadness from joyful moments in time well spent not recognized.